The early bird...

is shattered...lol Woke up at 3.30, Mark was getting ready for work and although hes very good and quiet, something just woke me..just as well cos he couldn't find the top to his flask, but that was because he was having a a man's look...lol,,,yes, you guessed, I found it. Been having weird dreams and some pretty morbid thoughts...cant get them out of my head, maybe its the meds I'm on? Actually feel quite rough this last couple of days, been getting some bad pains and my weight seems to be creeping up at a rate of knots...I did have a kidney scan yesterday, and will get the results in 2 weeks when I go back to the clinic.

Well, I guess I best get on and get ready for work, now Ive had my coffee...oh and my hair is now sitting on my shoulders!!! Its a long slog but I am bound and determined to grow it and keep growing it, mainly so I can wear it up so it looks short!! Hey! Where's the logic!!

Ok hey ho hey ho, its off to work I go!!